Because I said so!

WOW, I've been away a long time!

2010-08-09T12:29:00.002-05:00

Where to start..........these last couple years have been filled with ups and downs for sure......so much........most recently I lost my dad to a motorcycle accident.
On July 5, 2010 he was on his way home from a day of riding (and drinking), he was @ 3 miles from his house.....he veered off the road and hit a tree, he was killed immediately. My family and I, on our way to dinner, drove upon the scene. The police turned us around and I called my brother, who is a vol w/ the fire dept to see if he could find out what was going on. I got a call 30 minutes later to come back, it is 'pops'.

This last month has been a huge struggle for me. Dad and I, by no means, had a good relationship. Many years ago, he chose his drinking over his kids and grandkids. I have seen him from time to time at birthdays or in the store and we'd speak but that was about the extent.
I don't possibly see how things could have been any different between us. I spaced myself and my kids from him to avoid the drama that came with his drinking. He had a nasty abusive side when he drank just the right amount. I couldn't chance that with my kids. I grew up with it and didn't see any reason why they should have to see that. But what I failed to remember is that he also had a goofy, fun loving side and he would give you the shirt off his back if needed. I forgot about my kids getting to know that side.....me forgetting how much I loved that side of him.
So now I'm left with the what ifs and the whys of it all........which mean NOTHING now.....but I can't help thinking......it just won't stop......

I'm getting married!!

2008-08-27T13:06:00.001-05:00

I'm getting MMMAAAARRRIIIEEEDDDD!!!!!

YAY!!!!!!!!!

Back to the subject of the ASSHOLE :-D

2008-05-05T14:00:00.002-05:00

He called me last week. Said I had probably noticed he hadn't been paying all his child support (DUH! ya think?!?!?). Wanted to know if I'd work something out with him so that he'd be paying @ $200-$240 less a month. UMMMMMMMM, let me think about it, NO! He kept throwing out all these reasons why HE thought he should be paying less. Whined because when he DOES get the boys that he can't even afford to eat dinner with them because he is broke, so I said well IF they were ALLOWED at your house you could take them there for a sandwich HUH??!?! Funny, he didn't have a response for that. :-D I said thats fine, you want something changed TAKE>ME>TO>COURT!!!! (he won't tho because he knows they'll RAISE it on him>like they did the last time he took me< AND he'll get in trouble for already being behind :-D)
I told him when he decided to be a REAL father and not treat his kids 2nd best to THE BITCH! I would consider being nice to him and try to work something out so that he could get caught up on his child support............BUT until then, he can carry on or take me to court. Needless to say, he hasn't called to see the boys, he usually gets them on every other Mon night to take Z to soccer practice (that is his whole visitation, taking him to soccer practice).
Gee, I must say I'm NOT shocked........I doubt I'll see another check anytime soon either.
Thats fine, he can keep digging his hole and when I take HIM to court it'll be sooooo much fun :-D

Rocco for Shangie ;-)

2008-05-01T13:46:00.005-05:00

Here's the 'baby' u requested :) 9 1/2 months old, weighing in @ 105.
Look at the little carrier behind him on the floor.......thats what I used to bring him to work in!!!! I miss him being little :-/

THE ROCKMONSTER

ASSHOLES

2008-04-23T15:14:00.001-05:00

Just came from another blog speaking about her X...........which brings me to this.

What makes some men (NOT all--I know there are great divorced dads out there, I'm dating one!) feel that they don't need to/ shouldn't have to/ could care less about taking care of their kids and making sure they have what they need?

My X pays child support when he feels like and pays how ever much he feels like paying. He is currently @ $3000 behind. He knows I don't have the $$ to get a lawyer and take his sorry ass to court.

On top of not doing right by the $$$, he rarely sees the kids, which doesn't matter to me. He's an ass and the less time they spend with him the better. My point is HOW is it he doesn't care and puts his 'fiance' ahead of his kids? They aren't allowed at his (HER) house because she doesn't like them. THey haven't been over there (except for an hour on Christmas) in almost a year. He gets them every 2-3 weeks for a couple hours.
It just baffles my mind!!

and then she reappeared!

2008-04-21T11:01:00.002-05:00

Oh my, its been tooooo long since I've posted! I've been beyond stressed for weeks now and it looks like my troubles 'may' be slowly coming to an end now. I really don't want to post the details, but trust me when I say its been BAD and has stressed more than I thought was even possible.

But here we are and its looking like its all coming to an end and I can be back to normal :-)
McDreamy and I are doing great, I couldn't be happier if I dreamed it all in fantasy world :-P Still talking of getting married, not sure tho when thats going to happen. All I know is this is where I want to be and we are so perfect together. Every nut deserves another, right?? lol

The kids are good. Z is a typical teenager who is currently in luuuuuv. Lord, help me!! and thank Gawd we have unlimited texting and free nights and weekends. Otherwise, that kid would be working off hundreds of $$ worth of cell phone use!

Rocco is now 9 mos old and weighing in at 100#. We are currently in training classes because he is a total ASS! But we're working on it and he's getting better. All the other dogs are fine, all healthy and happy.

I think that covers things for right this second. Yell at me if I missed something or you're just curious about something I left off!

c-ya!

For my own amusement

2008-01-30T11:27:00.001-06:00

I posted this on my son's MySpace (Thank you so much Syd!!!!)

I wonder how long it will take him to remove it.............
ahhhhh, the fun of harassing your kids :-D

The funeral

2007-12-20T10:50:00.000-06:00

It was a nice service, I didn't completely melt down like at the viewing....but I had my moments....like whenever someone hugged me or spoke to me...... :-/ It seems I can hold myself together very well as long as I am left alone..... otherwise I'm going to just spew.......
Anyway! Made it through the funeral and the family asked for us to come over to their house, so I went home and got the boys when they got out of school and took them out there. The family was so thrilled to see them and when we left his mother literally begged me, in tears, to please let them see the boys again.........BROKE.MY.HEART!!!!! and of course I don't mind!! I've always loved and adored Jason's family......and they have always treated my kids just like they were their own.....I think it is a blessing that the two families can come back together. I am extremely grateful for this part of it..

So I went....

2007-12-18T08:19:00.000-06:00

to the viewing last night and had a complete and total breakdown. When I walked in the funeral home and saw his name on the sign I just lost it. Once I got inside and actually saw him and the family I just went into total meltdown. It was real, he was really dead. I sat on the pew and cried/sobbed/hyperventilated for almost an hour straight. Many of his family came over and hugged me and spoke to me...I was grateful for that because I really didn't know how I would be greeted. Of course everyone was thrilled to see the kids. They thanked me many times for bringing them.
I'm going to go to the funeral this afternoon and try NOT to make such a scene.......I'll let you know how it goes.

I'm just in shock.......

2007-12-17T10:07:00.000-06:00

I got a call at 12:28 pm on Friday that X2, Jason, had been found dead in his home (most probably an overdose of some kind). They couldn't find any numbers for his family so called me to see if I could help them get in touch with them. I couldn't believe it! Its sinking in slowly.
I went over to his house Fri late afternoon and got his dogs.....they had been cooped up in the house with him the whole time.
His parents were so pitiful, it ripped my heart out to think of what they were going through.......
The viewing is tonight and the funeral is tomorrow......I'm torn on whether or not to go......the kids want to go......should X's go to their funerals?? I don't know what to do............we had gotten to a point where we were friendly toward one another and could talk and get along......but I don't know who all knows that, as far as his family and friends.........I don't want to be uncomfortable and I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable by being there..........
I just don't know......I guess I'll figure it out soon......

This is just WRONG! on so many levels!!!

2007-12-10T10:45:00.000-06:00

got tagged (on MySpace)

2007-12-04T13:13:00.001-06:00

I got tagged on MySpace and figured since I haven't posted here in awhile that I'd copy it here too :-P

Here's how you play: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random, facts, habits or goals about yourself , at the end choose 10 people to be tagged, list their names and why you tagged them. Don't forget to leave them a comment saying '(You're It!) and to go read your blog. You can not tag the person that tagged you so since you can't tag me back let me know when you are done so that I can go read YOUR blog answers.

1. I'm a tad OCD. A trip to WalMart or the grocery store with me is a nightmare.....just ask Brad :-P

2. I can NOT stand for the food on my plate to touch.

3. I have a strict system for loading the dishwasher (see 1 lol)

4. I am happier right now than I have ever been in my entire life.

5. I'm a sucker for a pit bull or rottweiler

6. I LOVE Italian food.

7. My kids drive me crazy while making me laugh at the same time :-P

8. I love to give, whether it be time, money or gifts.......I'm uncomfortable 'receiving'

9. I work with alternative medical equipment. When i came to work here I thought it was a load of BS, now I feel the opposite. I have seen miraculous results for terminal illnesses and I am amazed everyday.

10. I have a pretty dry sense of humor.

I'm not tagging anyone because I'm lazy like that but if you want to play please do! and send me a comment letting me know you did!!

Human Tetris

2007-11-14T13:57:00.000-06:00

I love me some game shows from Japan lol

http://video.yahoo.com/video/play?vid=1366142&cache=1#
(sorry, I forgot how to direct link :-/ I don't blog like I used to)

the happenings of late.......

2007-11-01T09:56:00.000-05:00

I've meant to blog so many times and had alot to bitch about :-P and now I've forgotten half of it.......

but lets start with the misery of attending McDreamy's son's bday party last weekend :-/ I think I've covered before that his X hates me (and just for the record I could cut her throat at anytime and never feel bad about it :). Well, several weeks ago she wanted us to keep her OTHER son (McDreamy's X step-son!!!) so that she could meet up with some guy she met online for the weekend.........I said not no but HELL NO :) as you can imagine this pissed her off royally.......and she banned me, my kids and my family for attending P's bday party and pitched a big ole fit about all kinds of shit. You can imagine the BS she filled the kids heads with :) (may I also note here the she is one of the meanest, nastiest deceitful bitches I've ever met :)
ANYWAY, she decided the next week that she was over her temper tantrum and me and mine were invited again........and now I know why.......to make me feel like I belonged anywhere in the world but there........mission accomplished.

I resigned from the rescue..........I still have the foster dogs and will continue to rescue but now without all of the personal BS that goes along with being a part of an organization of volunteers :-D

hhmmm, I know there is more to report........but I just don't seem to recall what it is...........oh well, I've posted finally

Peace out :)

Growing like a weed......

2007-11-01T09:53:00.000-05:00

Mr Rocco will be 16 weeks old Saturday.......he weighs @ 30 #'s........he's smart as a whip and stubborn as an ox! lol

Spoken Saturday

2007-10-31T15:10:00.000-05:00

"Son, I always wondered what it would be like to have a daughter............now I know"

"If you don't shut up, Nana is going to jerk you out of this car, sit on your head and SMOTHER you!"

HA!

2007-10-10T12:14:00.000-05:00

Said to me last night

" If you're crying, I can't enjoy my beer"

More of the puppy :)

2007-09-10T10:50:00.000-05:00

He's doing much better on the parvo side, but still having issues with the UTI........so still on antibiotics for that.
He's back to being a rotten, mouthy pupster..........
He thinks he can only sleep on his back, so when I took him to the vet, he had been up awhile and started whining cuz he was tired......knowing he'd never shut up and get comfy, I scooped him up and held him like a baby and he snoozed out. The vet came in and cracked up. He said NOW, THAT IS GONNA BE ONE SPOILED DOG!
Brad said its gonna be real funny when he weighs 120 pounds and tries to come get in my lap so I can hold him like a baby for him to sleep lol yeah, I'm probably asking for trouble :-/ Its ok tho, I'll crack the whip when he's all healthy and a little older :-D
btw in the 2 weeks I've had him he's gained over 3 pounds and at least a couple inches. I can literally watch this pup grow daily....its amazing!

Karma

2007-09-04T15:29:00.000-05:00

My sweet baby, Rocco, is sick. First he had a UTI then Sunday came up sick and has parvo :(
THIS, my friends, is KARMA kicking me straight in the ASS!!!!!!
This is what I get for buying from a breeder when I've preached AGAINST it for yeeeaaarrrssss!
So, I now have a VERY expensive, sick little baby.
He'll be fine tho, I caught it early, but keep good thoughts about him in your thoughts anyway please...........he's just a baaaaaby!!
:(

Happy Birthday to me!!!!

2007-08-22T10:30:00.001-05:00

Meet the newest little man joining my herd, Mr Rocco Deluca:

I've been wanting another Rotti since my baby girl died 3 yrs ago, and yesterday when she emailed me his pics I just teared up because he reminds me so much of Kovy when she was his age.
But I'm sooooo excited I can hardly stand it!!! I go to pick him up on Sunday
:-D

Now, about his namesake, we saw the actual Rocco Deluca in concert Fri night and DEAR LORD he was AWESOME!!!!! Words can not express how amazing this man is live!! and he works his guitar in ways that should be illegal! I think at one point every man and women in that place were in awe of is hand work......Seriously, if he's ever in your area, its well worth it for you to make the trip out to see him!!!!! I LOVE THAT MAN!!! lol

Back up, she's about to BLOW!

2007-08-17T13:54:00.000-05:00

ok, so my nerves are shot with this BS, I just got sent yet ANOTHER article about Michael Vick's case.
He is a piece of SHIT and should not be allowed to be any sort of role model! I have seen and read the 19 page indictment, they have got a MAJOR case against Vick and his three buddies (anyone want to see it, let me know, I'll email it to you).
My problem is why we have to talk it to death........who gives a shit if he's an NFL player?? He is still a piece of shit that should have to pay in a major way for all that he has done.
Do I sound pissed? or upset? Maybe thats because I've seen first hand what the FUCKTARDS do! How tormented these dogs are. and the ones who survive and are rescued STILL manage to love and be loyal to PEOPLE. Their souls and spirits constantly amaze me. THEY are the VICTIMS of dogfighting.

A couple posts ago I talked about Gabe. Well here he is when I got him. He was a bait dog--he wasn't aggressive, so the others got to practice on him. His face had been torn apart and healed the way you see him in the picture. He is covered from head to toe in scars--that were never treated just allowed to heal on their own.
Tell me now, WHO is the monster?!?

I bust my ass and so do my fellow volunteers to help and save these precious souls.........and frankly, I'm sick of having to defend my dogs when they are looked down upon or referred to as 'bad' dogs.

Let me just have 5 minutes alone, in a locked room, with a dogfighter. I may be small but I could put a severe beating on him........or worse.

Rant over.

Happy Thursday!

2007-08-16T09:28:00.000-05:00

(I'm totally random today.....)
School has started back..........good in some ways....sux in others...

Cons:
*I have to get up earlier
*it cost a small fortune for all of their school shit
*HOMEWORK!

Pros:
*They are gone during the day, so no more phone calls every hour with someone bitching about something
*they have a bed time again :-D so I don't have to wait til midnight to get LAID and/or watch some porn!!!!!!!

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On another note
for the past 9 days it has been in the 100's. Yesterday was 105!!!!!!! NO rain in sight, and hasn't been ANY for weeks. Water reserves are next to zippo at this point. My dogs HATE me!! because of course I am the reason it is so hot.........
On days like these.......this is where I need to be :-D

Bday dinner

2007-08-06T13:12:00.000-05:00

I was surprised with a VERY early Bday dinner Fri night by the bossman and his GF. He said since he was going out of town the week of my bday that he decided to celebrate it this particular night........YAY me!!! Not only did I get a free, WONDERFUL meal....now GIFTS were involved!! WOO HOO!!!
I got a MacBook :) So now I can sit in bed at night and cruise the net for porn, er, blogs :)

Here we are, me & McDreamy :-P (he said I look like I'm grabbing Jr.........I said, well, if I wasn't then I was probably thinking about it ;o)

AAAHHHHHHHHHHH

2007-08-01T14:09:00.000-05:00

Just got back from the beach ;o) I could SO live on the beach!!! Just give me my frozen beverage of choice, my cigarettes, a good book and I'm ALL good :o) well, except for........you know........lol

The kids had fun, most of us got sunburned :-/ but its all good! Personally, I don't really believe it is a beach trip unless you come back BURNT :-P but thats just me

I've got fun pics but they are on McDreamy's camera, so it may be sometime next year before I get them downloaded to my computer :-S

on a completely DIFFERENT note: any of you remember my rescue Gabe, that had to have surgery on his face for all the damage?? Well, I took him to his adoptive mommy last night. They are a match made in heaven let me tell ya! She is on disablilty-so is home almost all the time, no husband and he two young childern were killed in a car wreck in '03......so she needs him as much as he needs her!!!! And I have just cried like a baby over it, I am so happy for the both of them!!!

Have a good one ;o)

The weekend

2007-07-23T09:16:00.000-05:00

Well, its official, McDreamy is now living with me ;o) I couldn't be happier.......although I did have a small, short anxiety attack yesterday when we were moving his stuff out of his apt......but it passed quickly and I'm loving having him with me knowing he's coming back everyday.
One quote from him I heard yesterday: "You're just my little alchy horn ball!!"
LOL He should have seen me when I REALLY used to drink..........

Z came back from the beach yesterday, seems he picked him up a GF while he was down there..........his friends mother told me about it when I picked him up, he didn't hear her tell me, so when we got in the car I asked him about this alleged GF. He said WHO TOLD YOU!??! I said, son, don't you know by now that I know EVERYTHING!!! lol he said, YEAH, cuz somebody TOLD YOU!!!
Guess he'll be on the phone 24/7 now.........

2007-07-17T11:16:00.000-05:00

What has happened lately? hhmmmm.
Well, we went to Six Flags last Thursday. FUN!!! and while I LOOOOVE roller coasters, I realized I'm just not as young as I used to be BLAH! After every single r.c. ride (and there were ALOT) I was fighting for control over my still shaken, rattled and rolled BRAIN! GEEZ! I mean, several times I was in some major brain pain!! luckily it passed within 5 or 10 minutes........the kids, however, not ever phased one bit! DAMN YOUNG PEOPLE!!!!!!!!

This past weekend I had the pleasure (NOT) of cleaning out several of my kitchen cabinets (the closet was the weekend before--HOLY SHIT! was THAT a mess!!) to make room for the forthcoming move of McDreamy. Which, at this point, isn't going to happen before the end of this month, because he has packed nearly nothing ;o) because he is a worse procrastinator than I am....and that is NOT good lol hopefully we'll be opposite day so that some things get done on occassion :-/
So, how amazing is the amount of total crap that one can accumulate in such short amounts of time...........I'm almost certain there is a 'dump the shit here' fairy that comes when I'm sleeping and loads down my house with useless, unused, worthless rubbish..........hhmmmm
One GOOD/ FUN part of the cleanout of the closet was that I got to go through a good bit of pictures and remember some of the fun, cute things the kids did and then on the flip side I got to trash or tear up pics of the latest X, because I hadn't gotten around to that yet, had just thrown all the picture frames in a box in the closet. So THAT was an upside ;o)

Other than that, just day to day w/ the kids and dogs.........Z is gone to the beach right now w/ his friend and family.....I'm soooo jealous!! I want to spend a WEEK! at the beach!!!! Can anyone foot the bill for that please??!

Cuz I got nothin else......

2007-07-05T13:01:00.000-05:00

the latest pics

Kids

2007-06-29T08:27:00.001-05:00

I'm one of those moms that finds pleasure in harassing my kids especially when they act like idiots ;o)

A fly on the wall might hear these responses:

"MOM!! I DO NOT ride the SHORT bus!!!!"

"NO, I am NOT a girl!"

;o)

Just for me then ;o)

2007-06-28T08:56:00.000-05:00

I really wish I hadn't deleted my old blog, that was a knee-jerk decision and I highly regret it now!! I had ALOT of stuff on there that I wish I still had.............so, whether I post on this one everyday or once a year, I'm keeping it UP, just for me to go back and look on and remember some things I may have forgotten.

Christmas went great, his family loves me and mine love him. His X caused me some grief, no doubt on purpose, but it all worked out. She's none to happy he's with me and HAPPY! Tough shit! He's MINE now!!! She will no doubt be our biggest obstacle as we go through life.

So, life is great these days.........still have the usual drama with X's but at least now I'm HAPPY with my life and deal with it alot better. McDreamy is probably moving in next month and while I'm scared beyond belief, I'm thrilled. I never thought in a million years that I would see this happening for us.......somedays I still think "is this REAL??!??'"
We've talked about and planned our wedding lol We are getting married on the beach in Destin, FL. However, we have NOT set a date and we are NOT engaged..........how's that??!? We just know that 'one day' we are going to, which is cool with me, I've known for years he is the one I truely wanted and needed to be with.........forever...... and I'm in NO hurry to do anything, I'm right where I need to be right now and we both agree that this is IT, we talk about it alot and how unbelievable it is to be with someone that appreciates you, wants to be with you and makes you happy when you thought there was no hope for that.........
So YAY me!!! I finally caught MY McDREAMY!!!!!!!!!!!!! We've been together now, for 9 months. WOO HOO!

Holy shit!!!

2007-06-06T11:02:00.000-05:00

I highly doubt anyone comes here anymore but I have found myself again lol I lost all my links INCLUDING my own!!!!!!
Yell, if you come by so I know SOMEONE is around for me to be typing for!!!
Missed y'all!!!!!!!!

Waiting for the bad.........

2006-12-12T09:33:00.000-06:00

You know that saying, if something seems to good to be true then it usually is? yeah, thats what I'm feeling........I'm seriously way too happy and things are going way too good.
I've been sick as hell since last Thursday (I'm better today ;o) with some sort of flu, and Z had his school play Fri & Sat night. McDreamy came out Fri night and went to the play with us and then out to eat. Then Sat night, after he had painted all day, came out and cooked dinner for us because he knew I had been in bed sick most of the day........
The kids LOVE him and ask constantly when he's coming back over.........unfortunately, all of his caretaking has meant he caught what I had and now he's sick :( Poor guy, and of course, I'm not where I can now go take care of him, which we agreed is probably good, or we'd just keep giving it back and forth to each other.........but I feel bad that he was so good to me and I can't return the favor...........

I get to meet his WHOLE family Saturday at their Christmas gathering........I'm not sure if I'm nervous about that or not........I don't think I am, but that may change as the day gets closer........
and he's meeting my WHOLE family Christmas Eve........I just hope everyone on my side behaves so I don't have to kick their ass!!! I have one brother and SIL who I'm not speaking to as they have seen fit to stay buddy buddy with Jason and no doubt report to him everything they see at my house........AND my bitch of a SIL saw fit to give the fucker MY helmet, which she had borrowed months ago and never gave back, when he came to get the rest of his shit on Sunday!!! SHE WILL PAY for that one!!! I am so damn mad about it I can't see straight when I think about it!!

ANYWAY, I think my point to this post is that being happy scares the shit out of me! I just am always waiting for the hammer to fall and I hate feeling that way, I wish I was just the type of person who could be happy and not worry constantly about what may happen to ruin it all around the corner.............

Peace out, and y'all have a good day!!!

2006-12-02T13:24:00.000-06:00

Thank you Kristi for the comment, giving me a subject to post on ;o)

Yes, actually, McDreamy IS MRL. And yes, he is damn good in bed ;o)Of course, I knew that from past history anyway, so I was 'in the know' on that one LOL and luckily he remembers my 'favorite' things to do ;o)
Jason knows I'm seeing someone but he doesn't know WHO yet..........when he does find out, I have no doubt he will go into a nice, nasty hissy fit! He always hated me being friends w/ McD (formerly MRL lol).

Jason and I had so many issues that were shoved under the rug for so long, including him encouraging my drinking, that I finally just decided that enough was enough w/ him and we separated. At first, I kinda felt bad about it, but considering it took him all of 5 minutes to move on............I don't feel bad anymore.
Obviously, when we dated umpteen years ago, I should have remembered why we broke up then to begin with........and never married him to begin with.........but I was literally CRAZY when I married him and tried to make it work and convince myself that I could.....turns out I was WRONG.
He came this morning to get more of his stuff and proceeded to talk to his GF on his cell, in my living room..............then when he was getting ready to leave had the nerve to bitch about how I'D moved on and was seeing someone..........HUH?!?! You just fucking practically made out through the phone with your GF in MY house and now have the nerve to say anything about whats going on in MY life??!!??! Oh, that 'discussion' was FUN, I had to send the kids outside...........he'll be back yet again tomorrow for what should be his LAST trip to get everything leftover..........I'm sure that visit will be equally as pleasant as the last two............wish me luck I don't kill him ;o)

2006-12-01T08:26:00.000-06:00

Well, I see some of you great folks have made your way to my new place, thank you!
I'm still missing a few straglers, but I'm sure they'll be along soon lol

Let me tell you, divorce is good for one thing in particular..........losing weight!! I have started working out since the separation and I'll be damned if I haven't lost @ 15 pounds and toned up like the woman I used to know ;o) You have NO idea how happy I am about THAT!!! I can actually fit back in some of the 'hot' clothes I used to wear lol

X #2 has bought himself a house and car and gotten him a new girlfriend-who is riding MY fucking 4-wheeler!!! btw. He got it in the settlement, and I am NONE too happy about another bitch riding MY 4-wheeler!!! ANYWAY, I'm getting past it ;o)

I've taken a leave from the rescue, official business anyway, I still have a house & yard FULL of dogs so I guess I can never actually take a LEAVE from it.........but all is well, and I'll be back to the rescue biz soon.

Right now, I'm so happy I can barely stand myself! THAT is something I didn't think I'd ever hear myself say, but couldn't be more true. My McDreamy (Brad) treats me like a queen right now (I know people, it may not last ;o) BUT I'll take it!! The man can cook like nobody's business, which is AWESOME because I HATE to cook ;o)

Questions anyone?? I could write a book on everything but figure I'd bore you all to death............so if y'all are curious about anything in particular, ask away ;o)

Back to work I go now.............have a HAPPY day!!!

The new life

2006-11-27T10:00:00.000-06:00

Howdy, friends ;o)
Here we go...........divorce papers are signed, we're still working on getting all his shit outta MY house! He is really pissing me off about that!! but 'supposedly' he's getting the rest this weekend.........if not, its going outside for the dogs to play with ;o)
the X#2 has moved on and 'happy'....yea! for him because I have too ;o)
For those who don't know, haven't heard, meet my best friend of 5-6 yrs, now exclusive boyfriend, my McDreamy, so to speak (you Grey's Anatomy's viewers can fully appreciate that!!)

So, I'm all good, except for some minor irritations with the X's (dear Lord, now I have TWO!!) I SWEAR, I'm NOT gonna be THAT woman, who's been married 25 times lol
I'm taking my time from hear on out and marriage is NOT in my realm of vision anymore............
SO, there you have it ;o) An update and even a couple pics!!! What more could you people ask for!?!?!?!?
LOL

Starting Over

2006-11-10T10:31:00.000-06:00

Ya'll bear with me, I'll get this place up and running soon ;o)